A MYO-AUTOBIOGRAPHY (Back to contents) I am a skeletal muscle. I am authorised to work for life term in the skeletal country. Despite the saying, " Beauty lies in the eyes of beholder", most times I am the only secret ' behind ' the victory of Ms. World or Ms. Universe. If I choose to atrophy , it is most likely that their heads wont be crowned. When I was a kid running around, people of all ages pinched me ( buccinator) and when I was a teen,men secretly pinched me ( gluteus maximus ) in places like Pallavan bus of Madras city. Whether I am normal, spastic, flaccid or rigid, I wake up with a prayer to my God of energy, " ATP " the adenosine tri-phosphate. I then get ready wearing my anatomical suit, my skin coat, fascial shirt and a tendon tie. I work under a corporate business system. My immediate supervisor is Mr.Nerve who spits aceetyl-choline on me in order to get me to work. Yikes.... But. Hey...That's the way it works. My regional supervisor is Mr. Spinal Column while the President of all muscular operations is Mr.Cerebrum. Married to Mr.Bone, we both work in the same company, the "Joint Inc ". I am one of those 2 work forces that move the joint. People term it a Rupture if I tear up and call it a Fracture if my husband is broke. Occassionally, we end up in a dislocation which to me is a musculo-skeletal -divorce. My life movie is full of unexpected Twists and Twitches. Sprains and Strains are my villains. Cramps are my painful and uninvited guests. Excess Fat is my enemy who is unfortunately my neighbour too. But I care less about these, becos I have these wonderful Physiotherapists who can retrieve me from any harm . Standing out from the rest of the medical crowd, it's the PT who does both, the Tx prescription and actual hands-on treatment. God...I love them. Each of my fibres are thinner than a human hair and can support a thousand times it's own weight. I can change chemical energy into mechanical energy and remain toned whenever one is conscious. Typically my army consists of nearly 639 muscles which are all fed by muscle glycogen.It's depletion causes us to lose the battle and that's when we embrace the failure, ie.. the Fatigue. I make up about half the body's weight .My shapes vary from a triangle to a slender cable. My natural stimulus is from the nerve impulse. Other times I contract only when artificially stimulated through injury or electricity. PT's therefore treat me with an "e-stim" if I have a partial or complete paralysis. The funny part about the PT is when he tells his patient, " No. Dont be afraid. It is just going to be like an ant-bite." The patient then gets ready for the ant-bite.... The current after a brief interruption, takes a very generous flow and it's only then the patient's face deforms to grotesque shapes. If I could speak I would have yelled out that it was a bee-sting rather than an ant-bite. I like my own contractions better, whether it be an isotonic or isometric. There is no agony in being an agonist or an antagonist. It feels good to be a normal muscle. But there are times when I am unfortunately faced with an invasion of a "Contracture". My only hope then is the Physiotherapist as he knows where I originate, where I insert and therefore knows where and how to stretch. Like everybody, I have my own fantasies. If I am given a chance to be a muscle of some of the celebrities of the world, whom do you think I will choose ? Here's my list of " I wish I were....." -- an Orbicularis Oris of Aishwarya Roy -- a Biceps Brachii of Arnold Schwazernegger -- a Serratus Anterior of Mohammed Ali -- a Mentalis of Albert Einstein -- a Levator labii superioris alaeque nasi of Elvis Presley. -- or at least the gluteus maximus of the famous good old South Indian actress...... Sometimes I wish I were a cardiac muscle. Perhaps a cardiac muscle of Mother Theresa....... But again I have absolutely no regrets of having lived as a skeletal muscle and probably will never have one. Beyond the misery that comes from a Muscular dystrophy or a Myasthenia gravis, there is one thing I dread most ....and that is the state of " Rigor Mortis " as that would be the end of my tiresome, but yet interesting and adventurous journey. Raveendran Thangavel Senior PT Ontario County, NY USA. (Back to contents)